
The one with pure intentions
‘Tis for you to embrace
A stranger in all their innocence
Is a friend you do not know
/On the word “Kast’am“ as written in Poems of Conduct, the Old Ways Reborn. Though one can question many of the virtues of this book, the research behind some of the entries appears to be genuine. (Reference on other sources in the Index part at the end of this book.)
Nick rose from lying down to a semi seated position and cursed.
“This fucking headache is killing me. I swear I’ll never drink another drop of champagne again for as long as I live.” The following moment he was dead quiet, looking around with narrow, confused eyes. Where the hell was he, anyway? After a few wobbly attempts and a few more curses he was finally standing on his feet. He was standing in a small clearing somewhere in a forest. That much was obvious. But, somehow this whole thing seemed wrong. Surprised he then noticed that it was the wrong season of the year. The trees around him where all dressed in their brilliant autumn dresses. It was like he had slept all through summer and awoken sometime in September. The ground around him was covered in green moss, but only a few steps away he could see grass growing dry and yellow. What exactly was going on here? Why was he here? Where was here? The cloudy feeling in his brain slowly started to clear up and his mind started to return to normal capacity. He had to have had an accident of some sort. He had to have suffered from amnesia.
Worried hands traced every part of his body, but Nick couldn’t find anything physically wrong with himself. His deep blue eyes went down to his boot clad feet, they felt ok. His hands traveled over his black pants over trimmed muscles, there seemed to be nothing wrong there either. Further his hands explored, a black sleeveless jacket covered his torso that seemed to be in perfect condition as always. His arms where bare, but other than that there was nothing strange about them. His neck felt fine too, however it did feel like something was lying on his shoulder. A…cape. His hands touched with fascination the rich fabric hanging down his back. How could he not have noticed that right away? That thought made him suddenly aware of other strange things about his attire. Like the silver broche pinned over his chest. A sword surrounded by thorns. Reminded him somewhat of a tattoo he had been interested to get last year. Also there was a very different feeling of weight on his head, the feeling of cool metal on his forehead and his, shoulder length, (what the fu…) brown hair hanging unkempt around his face. He did not have shoulder length hair anymore. He had cut it just a few months ago. This was really starting to freak him out.
Maybe I drank too much, maybe I’m hallucinating… Nick could do nothing but smile at his own pathetic attempt to force his thoughts into some sort of order. No, he was not hallucinating, that much was for sure. But then what? Something had to have happened. He took some hesitant steps towards a large pine tree. Except for a slight nauseated feeling coming over him, he did not feel anything a miss in his body, both his legs and his sense of balance seemed to be fully operational. Well, that at least was a blessing cause her sure couldn’t stay where he was all day. People had to be searching for him by now. Though for all he knew he could have decided to sleep out and just wandered away from the camp. Yes, that seemed to be most credible. But then, what about his clothing? Well maybe he was the victim of some elaborate practical joke or something. Though if it was a joke he couldn’t hear anyone laughing but himself. All right, so maybe Leo had finally been able to convince him to take part in one of those strange roll plays he used to talk about. Come to think of it, that made more sense than any of the other things. So he had simply been roll playing for a bit and had some kind of fainting episode or something. The other roll players where sure to be around then , he just had to search for a bit that’s all.
"Well then sir Galahad, time to start walking.” But where should he go? He searched with his eyes for anything similar to a trail, but there was nothing of the sorts, of course he wouldn’t have been so lucky as to have gotten lost right by a hiking trail. That would have been too good to be true obviously. Most woods were just woods and showed little or no sign of habitation so why should this wood be any different simply because he had been stupid enough to get lost in it... Silly thought. But he had to go somewhere. Squinting he gazed up to the sun overhead. It looked to be late afternoon. The moon was up. A sudden feeling of dread and surrealism slowly spread its way trough his body as he saw a sight that just couldn’t be for real. Slightly below the sun to the left there was a small, white moon. Completely normal. But below and to the left of that he saw something highly unexpected. Something, impossible. A red sphere, a red, giant sphere hanging in the sky. Had he not known better he would have thought that it was a second moon, but that was impossible. Had to be. He knew that.
Nick closed his eyes and slowly counted to ten. When he opened them again the sphere would no longer be there. It would be the middle of June. The leaves would be small and green and he would be standing in his apartment looking out of his window up on a big, lonely sun in the sky above. After ten, long seconds he opened his eyes again.
Yep, he was still in the woods. Nick gazed up once more to that red thing he thought he had seen before. It was still there. This isn’t real he, thought to himself desperately. This is impossible. “Impossible, you hear me!” He yelled out his frustration at the moon. “You’re fucking impossible!” But the moon refused to listen. The moon was red and would not change, would not leave.
Nick then began coursing through the woods. Straight ahead he ran without looking either left or right. Long tree branches grabbed for him as if they where the fingers of some nyad trying to snatch him. But he pulled himself away and furiously continued forwards. He had run maybe half a mile, when he stopped. Panting he leaned against a tree and then continued sinking down to the ground with the tree trunk at his back. This was madness. With tired eyes he gazed up to the sun once more, it had almost sunk behind the trees. The warm rays caressed his face, but Nick shuddered. He had to think. Just calm down and think…
What was the last thing he could remember? He had dragged Leo home and then crashed into bed. So far so good, but then what? He had had a strange dream. Something about a city… Nick stretched his memory capacities to their limits, but the only thing that resulted in was a pounding headache and a pressing feeling that said something was wrong. That and something…un-intangible lurking in the corner of his mind. Just out of reach. Something having to do with…blood and some words. But then it was all gone. With a sigh he sank his head down on his arms that were resting on his knees. At least he was home… That thought made him pause for a moment. Why had he thought that? He wasn’t at home at all, he was nowhere near home, for all he knew, something that started to become increasingly probable in his mind, he could be in a whole new world.